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Drowning in depression

This silence is deafening

Leading me down a corridor of shame



The blood drips down

From my arms and onto the carpet

Echoing with every step



I'm getting closer to being numb

It's right at the end of the hall

Cradled there is my last breath



--Me.

From Me to You.



From mate to mistress

In the blink of an eye

Emotions run deep

Please don't say goodbye.



I'll do what you ask

Be your puppet on strings

I gave you my heart

And with it, my wings.



I'll stay in my room

Locked away and stored

Shunned by my siblings

But I'll do as you wish, M'lord.



--Me.

I'm fighting the urge, but I fear it will win

I can feel it in my mind

replying itself in my head

Like a broken record of a memory

That has yet to happen.

I can see myself cutting away my pain;

feel the blood pour out

And the thought entices me.

After all, I'd rather feel my self inflicted pain

Than the pain cause to my heart by others.



--Me